POEMS FOR MICHAEL https://www.facebook.com/e.michellebilleaudeaux
The Myth of Separation
(3/4/2010)
Out of the ecstasy of divine union of light and dark
She opens her eyes.
Spinning through the void of the nothing
Taking in the beauty of the all
She opens her heart.
Laughing, she throws back her head,
Stirring sparkling stars.
Diving into white,
Splashing foaming colors,
Red, orange, yellow, mold her body
Green, blue, indigo, violet form her soul.
Everything is perfect.
Everything is here.
Love, peace, beauty, perfection, divinity
What more could she ask for?
How much could she bare?
She is Mother
To glistening, embryonic, gems of Thought.
She is alone,
Grappling with growing desires of more.
Curious images of experiences of sharing...
Far-reaching familiar feelings of impossibilities…
Freefalling back into herself, she glimpses a smile.
She accepts a hug,
Then tastes a kiss.
She bats her eyes and
From within, he flows forward.
He is Father
To turbulent, toddler-like, torrents of Action.
One-Two, One-Two…
Me and You…
A stand-alone-together.
They embrace, and fill the world
With light, love, and longing.
She and He, of all they see.
What more could they ask for?
How much could they bare?
They create, and change the world.
One, Two, Three…
A bounty of We.
She is Child,
With laughter, expectation, and grace to be Free.
Separation is a myth.
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ANGELIC WARRIOR
(Nov. 2009)
Wind walker, star talker
Moon gazer, trail blazer
Angel soul, child heart
Human end, divine start
A little girl saw a pearl
She held it tight and long
Within that pearl, she saw the world
Its secrets in His song
He sang of love,
Through tears of laughter
He sang of now,
And life hereafter
His words took flight
Spiraled ever higher
My heart’s delight
My spirit’s fire
On and on and on He went
On roads well traveled
In time well spent
He helped me to break free
From the pain of the lies of separation
He helped me to see
With the truth through the eyes of salvation
Through purrs and whispers.......a graceful kiss
With songs and poems.......in prayerful bliss
He took my hand.......He made it right
He welcomed me....... into the light.
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"COMPLETION"
(Dec. 2009)
You are not a preacher
You are the word
You are not the swaying tree
You are the wind
You are not the magic genie
You are the lamp
You are not the ocean blue
You are the current deep
You are the thread
From which my fabric was woven
I am the fabric
From which my life was clothed in
My life is the color
From which the world was painted
The world is a womb
From which You were born
You are not the singer
You are the song
You are not a life ended
You are the beginning
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Grace
(Aug. 2010)
Come to me
So that I might
See your smiling face
Come to me
So that I might
Feel your sweet embrace
Come to me
So that you might
Leave me with a trace
Of your love, warmth & peaceful grace
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IT’S NOT THAT SIMPLE
(Nov. 18, 2010)
For me, it’s not just about God up above
Or all of the angels, with all of their love
It’s about all the stuff that filled up the heart
Of a very young girl at her very young start
She began her life happy, and so full of glee
From the moment she saw Him, she knew it was He
Whom she was connected to, body, mind and soul
No ifs, ands or buts, just a thread of pure gold
She didn’t know how, when or where that it might
All come together, but she knew she was right
Day after month after year, she’d repeat
My Michael, My Michael, My Michael, My Sweet
She grew and He grew, but they were apart
And never did share one beat of their heart
He is now gone, and she’s alone in the world
Just a pure golden thread and a sad little girl
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Empty
(Nov. 18, 2010)
No hoping or wishing or praying
No happenstance or miracle chance
Of saying, “I love you.”
That dream is now through
I held out for a miracle
To be able to just say, “It’s me.”
All my life I pretended
But that dream has now ended
I find no comfort in ‘what ifs’
No possibility of ‘maybes’
Sadness fills this space
Because that dream left no trace
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LIVING FLAME
(Feb. 2011)
For guidance and strength, to Him we pray
Within our hearts He'll always stay
Glowing bright, our Living Flame
Calling out to Him by name
MICHAEL
Urging us to continue the Quest
To do what we know for Earth is best
The message in our mind is clear
It's His sweet voice that we hear
MICHAEL
One, then two, then three, then four
Our numbers grow for evermore
Each boy, and girl, and woman, and man
Hearts beat for Him across the land
MICHAEL
We are red, yellow, black and white
Following rhythms of day & rhythms of night
And when it seems the light begins to dim
We close our eyes and pray to Him
MICHAEL
In every form; in every face
I feel His love and see His grace
Out in my yard, under a tree
I touch the bark and pray to thee
MICHAEL
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IT’S NOT THAT SIMPLE
(Nov. 18, 2010)
For me, it’s not just about God up above
Or all of the angels, with all of their love
It’s about all the stuff that filled up the heart
Of a very young girl at her very young start
She began her life happy, and so full of glee
From the moment she saw Him, she knew it was He
Whom she was connected to, body, mind and soul
No ifs, ands or buts, just a thread of pure gold
She didn’t know how, when or where that it might
All come together, but she knew she was right
Day after month after year, she’d repeat
My Michael, My Michael, My Michael, My Sweet
She grew and He grew, but they were apart
And never did share one beat of their heart
He is now gone, and she’s alone in the world
Just a pure golden thread and a sad little girl
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Empty
(Nov. 18, 2010)
No hoping or wishing or praying
No happenstance or miracle chance
Of saying, “I love you.”
That dream is now through
I held out for a miracle
To be able to just say, “It’s me.”
All my life I pretended
But that dream has now ended
I find no comfort in ‘what ifs’
No possibility of ‘maybes’
Sadness fills this space
Because that dream left no trace
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LIVING FLAME
(Feb. 2011)
For guidance and strength, to Him we pray
Within our hearts He'll always stay
Glowing bright, our Living Flame
Calling out to Him by name
MICHAEL
Urging us to continue the Quest
To do what we know for Earth is best
The message in our mind is clear
It's His sweet voice that we hear
MICHAEL
One, then two, then three, then four
Our numbers grow for evermore
Each boy, and girl, and woman, and man
Hearts beat for Him across the land
MICHAEL
We are red, yellow, black and white
Following rhythms of day & rhythms of night
And when it seems the light begins to dim
We close our eyes and pray to Him
MICHAEL
In every form; in every face
I feel His love and see His grace
Out in my yard, under a tree
I touch the bark and pray to thee
MICHAEL
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L~O~V~E

IMPRESSIONS
(3/24/2011)
Was I your sister, daughter, mother, lover, disciple?
I believe I walked in the shoes of them all.
I know I was your friend.
I loved you unconditionally.
And you loved me back, ten-fold.
We had each others best interest at heart.
As children we played, discovered, & prayed.
We experienced joy, fear, & laughter.
I was a warrior for you, although you didn't ask.
I protected you fiercely; love was my shield.
Embraced, with arms locked, we loved & rested.
Memories of feelings of ripples of warmth as we talked in hushed tones.
And your soft breath tickled my ear.
You were my everything.
I swear I can still smell the scent of your skin.
These impressions flow with crystal clarity.
And my mind reels with a heady intoxication.
Time after time, life after life...
It's your eyes that tell me I'm home again.
(3/24/2011)
Was I your sister, daughter, mother, lover, disciple?
I believe I walked in the shoes of them all.
I know I was your friend.
I loved you unconditionally.
And you loved me back, ten-fold.
We had each others best interest at heart.
As children we played, discovered, & prayed.
We experienced joy, fear, & laughter.
I was a warrior for you, although you didn't ask.
I protected you fiercely; love was my shield.
Embraced, with arms locked, we loved & rested.
Memories of feelings of ripples of warmth as we talked in hushed tones.
And your soft breath tickled my ear.
You were my everything.
I swear I can still smell the scent of your skin.
These impressions flow with crystal clarity.
And my mind reels with a heady intoxication.
Time after time, life after life...
It's your eyes that tell me I'm home again.
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Eternally Yours.......
BRIGHT HEART 5-31-11
When lost and lonely is my mood,
And deep dark is the night,
Through the wild and windy jungle,
…It’s me, love guides to thee.
When oh so heavy are the waves,
And jagged rocks break the crash,
Through wicked and uneasy seas,
…Brave trust, guides me to thee.
When joyous is my singing heart,
And jubilant is my raucous laugh,
Through lilting songs of the soul,
…Deep love guides me to thee
Dear Sweet, Bright, Heart
…Your truth guides me to thee
E. M. Billeaudeaux
When lost and lonely is my mood,
And deep dark is the night,
Through the wild and windy jungle,
…It’s me, love guides to thee.
When oh so heavy are the waves,
And jagged rocks break the crash,
Through wicked and uneasy seas,
…Brave trust, guides me to thee.
When joyous is my singing heart,
And jubilant is my raucous laugh,
Through lilting songs of the soul,
…Deep love guides me to thee
Dear Sweet, Bright, Heart
…Your truth guides me to thee
E. M. Billeaudeaux
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ELECTRIC BLUE
Electric Blue
When thinking about Michael, my life spent loving Him, my family
and friends, paths past traveled and journeys future.
It’s all so clear ~ so crystal clear.
The waters are bright and sparkle with images of a thousand suns.
These vivid moments are experienced with such sharp-edged
clarity, as to cut like a knife right through the unknowing.
Each stream flows by, as I ride the currents over and over
lifetimes of suns ~ lifetimes of clear waters.
Swimming these currents in a halo of agape.
And my Beloved’s aura glows electric blue.
© 6-27-11
e. m. billeaudeaux
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When thinking about Michael, my life spent loving Him, my family
and friends, paths past traveled and journeys future.
It’s all so clear ~ so crystal clear.
The waters are bright and sparkle with images of a thousand suns.
These vivid moments are experienced with such sharp-edged
clarity, as to cut like a knife right through the unknowing.
Each stream flows by, as I ride the currents over and over
lifetimes of suns ~ lifetimes of clear waters.
Swimming these currents in a halo of agape.
And my Beloved’s aura glows electric blue.
© 6-27-11
e. m. billeaudeaux
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YES, LOVE

Hear little birds chirp in the night.
Comes a new ray of hope with the light.
Feel distant thunder’s rumbling might.
Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.
Wood storks, sun-kissed, overhead do fly
Circling and gliding on thermals up high.
Swirling clouds, You, and a deep blue sky.
Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.
A crescent moon with an evening breeze.
Bright twinkling stars that seem to tease.
An upturned face, and my heart whispers, “Please.”
Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.
© 7/21/11
Comes a new ray of hope with the light.
Feel distant thunder’s rumbling might.
Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.
Wood storks, sun-kissed, overhead do fly
Circling and gliding on thermals up high.
Swirling clouds, You, and a deep blue sky.
Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.
A crescent moon with an evening breeze.
Bright twinkling stars that seem to tease.
An upturned face, and my heart whispers, “Please.”
Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.
© 7/21/11
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LIQUID FIRE 11-15-11
Sadness is thinking of Love separated by darkness and death.
But Loves lives in that moment when darkness gives in to light.
In this twilight is where we find the pulse of the spirit.
And this revolution of time is eternal.
Sometimes I lose sight of this marvelous truth.
And I find myself chasing the light, getting lost in the darkness.
It’s only when I close my eyes that I can truly see.
The effervescent glow of His soul leads me through.
Like branches of a tree spiraling upwards and out, He reaches for me.
As the canopy of leaves shades the forest floor, His grace provides shelter.
In this fierce, sensual, and earthy world, I orient myself toHis spiritual heat.
Love, as tangible & grounded as a garden, as it is energized & mutable as liquid fire.
In the arms of my angel I sigh.
In the eyes of my angel I shine.
In the heart of my angel I laugh.
In the soul of my angel I live.
…….Always and forever, my Michael, my Love…….
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spilling love

I am almost incapable of thinking about anything but You.
You, and Your brilliant love & light.
I am nearly victimized by it.
Your laughter and simple smiles bring euphoric pleasure bordering on pain.
I am a slave to Your wondrous existence...
(c) April 2, 2012
E. M. Billeaudeaux
You, and Your brilliant love & light.
I am nearly victimized by it.
Your laughter and simple smiles bring euphoric pleasure bordering on pain.
I am a slave to Your wondrous existence...
(c) April 2, 2012
E. M. Billeaudeaux
STAR-SPANGLED BANGLES

STAR-SPANGLED BANGLES
YOUR WRISTS ARE WRAPPED IN NIGHT
MESSY, MAGNIFICENT, TANGLES
IN YOUR HAIR IS THE TREE OF LIFE
MARVELOUS, MOLTEN, MOUTH
YOUR LIPS BURN ME UP WITH DESIRE
EAST, WEST, NORTH, AND SOUTH
THROUGH MY VEINS RUN LIQUID FIRE
DEPTHS, DARK, AND DEEP
YOUR EYES LINGER AND LAUGH WITH LOVE
A LASTING IMPRESSION I’LL KEEP
OF YOUR HEART IN MY HAND AS A DOVE
ROSEMARY, OAK TREES, A STREAM
YOUR SWEET, WOODY, SCENT MAKES ME PURR
UNBOUND & UNFETTERED I DREAM
FROM YOUR ARMS I DARE NOT STIR
WILD, WINDY, MELODY
YOUR VOICE ENTRANCES MY SOUL
YOU WHISPERING, “COULD THIS BE,
THE MOMENT YOU LOSE ALL CONTROL?”
© 5-4-12 michelle
YOUR WRISTS ARE WRAPPED IN NIGHT
MESSY, MAGNIFICENT, TANGLES
IN YOUR HAIR IS THE TREE OF LIFE
MARVELOUS, MOLTEN, MOUTH
YOUR LIPS BURN ME UP WITH DESIRE
EAST, WEST, NORTH, AND SOUTH
THROUGH MY VEINS RUN LIQUID FIRE
DEPTHS, DARK, AND DEEP
YOUR EYES LINGER AND LAUGH WITH LOVE
A LASTING IMPRESSION I’LL KEEP
OF YOUR HEART IN MY HAND AS A DOVE
ROSEMARY, OAK TREES, A STREAM
YOUR SWEET, WOODY, SCENT MAKES ME PURR
UNBOUND & UNFETTERED I DREAM
FROM YOUR ARMS I DARE NOT STIR
WILD, WINDY, MELODY
YOUR VOICE ENTRANCES MY SOUL
YOU WHISPERING, “COULD THIS BE,
THE MOMENT YOU LOSE ALL CONTROL?”
© 5-4-12 michelle
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SPARKLE SWEET (c) 8/8/12
You’re the Prince of Light
Wings take flight
Give them fright
You’re my baby
You sparkle sweet
You’re the One!
With the truth
You’re a sleuth
Always couth
You’re my baby
You inspire me
You’re the One!
In this misled world
Love’s a swirl
I’m your girl
You’re my baby
We stand amazed
You’re the One!
You’re my babe in arms
Oh how my heart warms
We’ve succumbed to your charms
You’re my baby
You dizzy me
You’re the One!
You’re the Prince of Light
Wings take flight
Give them fright
You’re my baby
You sparkle sweet
You’re the One!
With the truth
You’re a sleuth
Always couth
You’re my baby
You inspire me
You’re the One!
In this misled world
Love’s a swirl
I’m your girl
You’re my baby
We stand amazed
You’re the One!
You’re my babe in arms
Oh how my heart warms
We’ve succumbed to your charms
You’re my baby
You dizzy me
You’re the One!
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Like a mouse
Through the grass
In a burrow
In a field
EARTH
Like a bird
In the sky
In the branches
Of a tree
AIR
Like a fish
In the ocean
Through the waves
Of the surf
WATER
I am home
With your love
My heart burns
Just for You.
FIRE
(c) 8/8/12
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OUR SWEET GOOD KNIGHT

LOVE LIGHT (8/7/12)
Body tethered to Earth
Spirit awaiting flight
Soulful journeys and dreams
Helps illuminate my light
Wings feathered at birth
Beautiful golden sight
Watch as His third eye beams
Displaying His divine might
Lips are crinkled in mirth
Eyes are extremely bright
Sweat from His body gleams
Our Beautiful, Sweet, Good, Knight
******** The Secret ********

To
discover the super, story, secret
We searched through every cave
We climbed the highest mountains
And we puzzled every maze
Submarines
dove into the dark abyss
Telescopes peered into single cells
Explorers trekked deep into dense jungles
While mystics took a look into our selves
Our
satellites probed the solar system
Rockets visited the moon
As we listened to sounds of the galaxy
From Earth came a simple tune
One
tune of truth, through many songs
Pleas from the heart of one sweet soul
His voice was the dream for a glorious planet
He represented prayers of the brave and the bold
A
clarity of thought began to take shape
As ripples, then waves, washed over the land
The super, story, secret was…..L*O*V*E
And this all came from just One Man.
© June 15, 2012 E.M.Billeaudeaux
discover the super, story, secret
We searched through every cave
We climbed the highest mountains
And we puzzled every maze
Submarines
dove into the dark abyss
Telescopes peered into single cells
Explorers trekked deep into dense jungles
While mystics took a look into our selves
Our
satellites probed the solar system
Rockets visited the moon
As we listened to sounds of the galaxy
From Earth came a simple tune
One
tune of truth, through many songs
Pleas from the heart of one sweet soul
His voice was the dream for a glorious planet
He represented prayers of the brave and the bold
A
clarity of thought began to take shape
As ripples, then waves, washed over the land
The super, story, secret was…..L*O*V*E
And this all came from just One Man.
© June 15, 2012 E.M.Billeaudeaux
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ JIGGLE MY SOUL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

...for all time...
You rattle my brain
You jiggle my soul
You seize up my heart
And take a new toll
Thick walls all around me
Which have never existed
Hide fears of ‘without you’
Which have always persisted
Two things in this life
I know to be true
The love for my family
And my love for you
It’s hard to imagine
An incomprehensible expanse
A multidimensional love
In this ever expanding cosmic dance
Life is loving and laughing
Life is living your dreams
It’s as undeniably special
And as magical as it seems!
© January 16, 2013
E. M. Billeaudeaux
You jiggle my soul
You seize up my heart
And take a new toll
Thick walls all around me
Which have never existed
Hide fears of ‘without you’
Which have always persisted
Two things in this life
I know to be true
The love for my family
And my love for you
It’s hard to imagine
An incomprehensible expanse
A multidimensional love
In this ever expanding cosmic dance
Life is loving and laughing
Life is living your dreams
It’s as undeniably special
And as magical as it seems!
© January 16, 2013
E. M. Billeaudeaux
~*~*~*~ ABC's of LOVING MICHAEL ~*~*~*~ © April 23, 2013

Affectionate smile, amorous desire, angelic softness
Beguiling voice, blissful adoration, boundless love
Celestial joy, compassionate love, crystalline eyes
Dazzling beauty, delirious ecstasies, devoted love
Effervescent style, enveloping presence, exquisite grace
Flowing grace, fragile form, freshening breeze of love
Gleeful spirit, graceful demeanor, gushing enthusiasm
Honeyed eloquence, hot frenzy, hypnotic fascination
Impatient craving, inflamed passion, involuntary yearnings
Joyful rapture, jubilant wonder, juicy dreamer
Kissed by God, kindhearted kindred, keen mind
Luminous spirit, luscious lips, lithe body,
Magnetic fascination, majestic form, matchless charm
Nimble dancer, nice to a fault, naughty but nice
Otherworldly, on cloud nine, over the moon
Peaceful perfection, passionate impulse, pure desire
Quintessential being, quixotic man, quiet influence
Radiating love, resilient soul, relaxed happiness
Silky strength, sublime anticipation, simmering beauty
Thrilling eloquence, tingling expectation, tormenting thoughts
Unrelenting spirit, unabated pleasure, undeniable charm
Velvety voice, vital to this planet, vigorous energy
Whispering warrior, white hot, warmhearted brother
Xenagogue master, xenodochial friend, X-traordinary individual
Yummy jitters, yearning tenderness, youthful glow
Zoomagnetism personified, zoetic vitality, zizz sparkle
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Beguiling voice, blissful adoration, boundless love
Celestial joy, compassionate love, crystalline eyes
Dazzling beauty, delirious ecstasies, devoted love
Effervescent style, enveloping presence, exquisite grace
Flowing grace, fragile form, freshening breeze of love
Gleeful spirit, graceful demeanor, gushing enthusiasm
Honeyed eloquence, hot frenzy, hypnotic fascination
Impatient craving, inflamed passion, involuntary yearnings
Joyful rapture, jubilant wonder, juicy dreamer
Kissed by God, kindhearted kindred, keen mind
Luminous spirit, luscious lips, lithe body,
Magnetic fascination, majestic form, matchless charm
Nimble dancer, nice to a fault, naughty but nice
Otherworldly, on cloud nine, over the moon
Peaceful perfection, passionate impulse, pure desire
Quintessential being, quixotic man, quiet influence
Radiating love, resilient soul, relaxed happiness
Silky strength, sublime anticipation, simmering beauty
Thrilling eloquence, tingling expectation, tormenting thoughts
Unrelenting spirit, unabated pleasure, undeniable charm
Velvety voice, vital to this planet, vigorous energy
Whispering warrior, white hot, warmhearted brother
Xenagogue master, xenodochial friend, X-traordinary individual
Yummy jitters, yearning tenderness, youthful glow
Zoomagnetism personified, zoetic vitality, zizz sparkle
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LOVE RUSHES © 6-21-14
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FLICKER © 9-5-13
I touch the boy
I touch the man
I hold his heart
I hold his hand
I love the man
I love the child
Come stay with me
For ever-while
I’ve wandered lonely all my life
My edges sharp as a knife
You are the flicker I see at night
Stumbling, I make it toward the light
FLICKER © 9-5-13
I touch the boy
I touch the man
I hold his heart
I hold his hand
I love the man
I love the child
Come stay with me
For ever-while
I’ve wandered lonely all my life
My edges sharp as a knife
You are the flicker I see at night
Stumbling, I make it toward the light

A HOUSE WITHOUT A FLOOR © 7-17-14
I became, then I shimmered.
I nearly drowned, then I found you.
It felt good to have made it to your shore.
Some of my journeys have been short.
Some of my journeys have been long.
But through each one, I’ve loved you more.
Somewhere was once our paradise.
Somewhere we once shared love.
But nowhere in this lifetime have I found that door.
This everlasting attraction.
This eternal pull and tug.
Sometimes makes me feel like a house without a floor.
My thoughts are like a jungle.
Hot, drippy, shaded spots, that chirp, roar, and bloom.
I am the lonely one allowed to wander and explore.
Some people are incredulous.
They haven’t heard the call.
I answer them quite simply, “It’s Him that I adore.”
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I became, then I shimmered.
I nearly drowned, then I found you.
It felt good to have made it to your shore.
Some of my journeys have been short.
Some of my journeys have been long.
But through each one, I’ve loved you more.
Somewhere was once our paradise.
Somewhere we once shared love.
But nowhere in this lifetime have I found that door.
This everlasting attraction.
This eternal pull and tug.
Sometimes makes me feel like a house without a floor.
My thoughts are like a jungle.
Hot, drippy, shaded spots, that chirp, roar, and bloom.
I am the lonely one allowed to wander and explore.
Some people are incredulous.
They haven’t heard the call.
I answer them quite simply, “It’s Him that I adore.”
https://www.facebook.com/e.michellebilleaudeaux
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SOUL (© 7-18-14)
IN THIS ETERNAL RELENTLESS BOND,
YOU ARE THE SUN AND RAIN TO MY FLOWER.
I THRIVE ONLY IN YOUR ELEMENTS.
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IN THIS ETERNAL RELENTLESS BOND,
YOU ARE THE SUN AND RAIN TO MY FLOWER.
I THRIVE ONLY IN YOUR ELEMENTS.
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BUT IF I COULD © 7-19-14
Every drop, from every rain
Cools upon my head.
While every point, from every ray
Warms away my dread.
Then every glow, from every beam
Lulls me in my bed.
But if I could, I would wish,
That you were here instead.
Every drop, from every rain
Cools upon my head.
While every point, from every ray
Warms away my dread.
Then every glow, from every beam
Lulls me in my bed.
But if I could, I would wish,
That you were here instead.
WHEN I WAS YOUNG © 2-9-14
When I was very young, I first saw you in a dream….my sweet beautiful baby and only daughter
When I was very young, I first met you in a dream….my angelic warrior and soul love
My ONLY: McKenzie
My ONE: Michael
I’ve loved you both since “before time” … thru “now” … and into “forever ever after.”
Words can hardly describe my feelings. And what are feelings anyway? Warm rushes, goose bumps, tummy flutters, subtle fears, floating fantasies of light and life, dreams of tomorrows, images of yesterdays…..
So, far a lack of words ….. I just say .….
I LOVE Y’ALL BOTH, BIGGER THAN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!
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When I was very young, I first saw you in a dream….my sweet beautiful baby and only daughter
When I was very young, I first met you in a dream….my angelic warrior and soul love
My ONLY: McKenzie
My ONE: Michael
I’ve loved you both since “before time” … thru “now” … and into “forever ever after.”
Words can hardly describe my feelings. And what are feelings anyway? Warm rushes, goose bumps, tummy flutters, subtle fears, floating fantasies of light and life, dreams of tomorrows, images of yesterdays…..
So, far a lack of words ….. I just say .….
I LOVE Y’ALL BOTH, BIGGER THAN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!
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TO LOVE YOU (9-17-15)
I was created to love you.....To adore you.....Just for you.....
To see you.....To know you.....To revolve around you.....
WITH you.....Like a binary star system.....
Floating in and out.....
Through each bubble multiverse.....
Over and over again.....
For the eternity of time.....
I was created to love you.....To adore you.....Just for you.....
To see you.....To know you.....To revolve around you.....
WITH you.....Like a binary star system.....
Floating in and out.....
Through each bubble multiverse.....
Over and over again.....
For the eternity of time.....

VINE of L*O*V*E
MICHAEL, as this tree is with this vine…….You stand strong, tall, and stable. You have broken ground. You are uniquely born. You provide us with a graceful foundation and structure. You give us shade, nourishment, texture, and opportunity. You offer us your gentle assistance.
MICHAEL, as this vine is with this tree…….We wrap you in love. We are individual hearts that grow as one. We wound around you in an everlasting embrace. We dance in your breeze, with hearts full of love. We give thanks and honor. We are blessed by good fortune. We thrive in your shadow.
We grow…spiraling around you…..with you. You provide a path for us, guiding us higher, leading us up, up, up…..into the bright, warm, life-giving-light, above.
We are better together……just as you said: “You can touch the sky. (Gonna take somebody’s help.)”
(c) 8-14-15 E.Michelle Bx.
MICHAEL, as this tree is with this vine…….You stand strong, tall, and stable. You have broken ground. You are uniquely born. You provide us with a graceful foundation and structure. You give us shade, nourishment, texture, and opportunity. You offer us your gentle assistance.
MICHAEL, as this vine is with this tree…….We wrap you in love. We are individual hearts that grow as one. We wound around you in an everlasting embrace. We dance in your breeze, with hearts full of love. We give thanks and honor. We are blessed by good fortune. We thrive in your shadow.
We grow…spiraling around you…..with you. You provide a path for us, guiding us higher, leading us up, up, up…..into the bright, warm, life-giving-light, above.
We are better together……just as you said: “You can touch the sky. (Gonna take somebody’s help.)”
(c) 8-14-15 E.Michelle Bx.