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                                                                           POEMS FOR MICHAEL   https://www.facebook.com/e.michellebilleaudeaux 

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The Myth of Separation

(3/4/2010)

Out of the ecstasy of divine union of light and dark

She opens her eyes.

Spinning through the void of the nothing

Taking in the beauty of the all

She opens her heart.

Laughing, she throws back her head,

Stirring sparkling stars.

Diving into white,

  Splashing foaming colors,

Red, orange, yellow, mold her body

Green, blue, indigo, violet form her soul.

Everything is perfect.

Everything is here.

Love, peace, beauty, perfection, divinity

What more could she ask for?

How much could she bare?

She is Mother

To glistening, embryonic, gems of Thought.

She is alone,

Grappling with growing desires of more.

Curious images of experiences of sharing...

Far-reaching familiar feelings of impossibilities…

Freefalling back into herself, she glimpses a smile.

She accepts a hug,

Then tastes a kiss.

She bats her eyes and

 From within, he flows forward.

He is Father

To turbulent, toddler-like, torrents of Action.

One-Two, One-Two…

Me and You…

A stand-alone-together.

They embrace, and fill the world

With light, love, and longing.

She and He, of all they see.

What more could they ask for?

How much could they bare?

They create, and change the world.

One, Two, Three…

A bounty of We.

She is Child,

With laughter, expectation, and grace to be Free.

Separation is a myth.

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ANGELIC WARRIOR
(Nov. 2009)



Wind walker, star talker

Moon gazer, trail blazer

Angel soul, child heart

Human end, divine start

 

A little girl saw a pearl

She held it tight and long

Within that pearl, she saw the world

Its secrets in His song

 

He sang of love,

Through tears of laughter

He sang of now,

And life hereafter

 

His words took flight

Spiraled ever higher

My heart’s delight

My spirit’s fire

 

On and on and on He went

On roads well traveled

In time well spent

 

He helped me to break free

From the pain of the lies of separation

He helped me to see

With the truth through the eyes of salvation

 

Through purrs and whispers.......a graceful kiss

With songs and poems.......in prayerful bliss

 

He took my hand.......He made it right

He welcomed me....... into the light.

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"COMPLETION"
(Dec. 2009)


 You are not a preacher
You are the word


You are not the swaying tree

You are the wind


You are not the magic genie
You are the lamp

 
You are not the ocean blue
You are the current deep

 
You are the thread
From which my fabric was woven

 
I am the fabric
From which my life was clothed in


My life is the color
From which the world was painted

 
The world is a womb
From which You were born

 
You are not the singer
You are the song

 
You are not a life ended
You are the beginning
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Grace
(Aug. 2010)


 
Come to me

So that I might

See your smiling face

 

Come to me

So that I might

Feel your sweet embrace

 
Come to me

So that you might

Leave me with a trace

Of your love, warmth & peaceful grace


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IT’S NOT THAT SIMPLE

(Nov. 18, 2010)




For me, it’s not just about God up above

Or all of the angels, with all of their love

It’s about all the stuff that filled up the heart

Of a very young girl at her very young start

 

She began her life happy, and so full of glee

From the moment she saw Him, she knew it was He

Whom she was connected to, body, mind and soul

No ifs, ands or buts, just a thread of pure gold

 

She didn’t know how, when or where that it might

All come together, but she knew she was right

Day after month after year, she’d repeat

My Michael, My Michael, My Michael, My Sweet

 

She grew and He grew, but they were apart

And never did share one beat of their heart

He is now gone, and she’s alone in the world

Just a pure golden thread and a sad little girl

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Empty 
(Nov. 18, 2010)
 


No hoping or wishing or praying

No happenstance or miracle chance

Of saying, “I love you.”

That dream is now through

 

I held out for a miracle

To be able to just say, “It’s me.”

All my life I pretended

But that dream has now ended

 

I find no comfort in ‘what ifs’

No possibility of ‘maybes’

Sadness fills this space


Because that dream left no trace
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 LIVING FLAME

(Feb. 2011)

For guidance and strength, to Him we pray
Within our hearts He'll always stay
Glowing bright, our Living Flame
Calling out to Him by name
MICHAEL

Urging us to continue the Quest
To do what we know for Earth is best
The message in our mind is clear
It's His sweet voice that we hear
MICHAEL

One, then two, then three, then four
Our numbers grow for evermore
Each boy, and girl, and woman, and man
Hearts beat for Him across the land
MICHAEL

We are red, yellow, black and white
Following rhythms of day & rhythms of night
And when it seems the light begins to dim
We close our eyes and pray to Him
MICHAEL

In every form; in every face
I feel His love and see His grace
Out in my yard, under a tree
I touch the bark and pray to thee
MICHAEL

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                                      L~O~V~E

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IMPRESSIONS
(3/24/2011)
Was I your sister, daughter, mother, lover, disciple?
I believe I walked in the shoes of them all.
I know I was your friend.
I loved you unconditionally.
And you loved me back, ten-fold.
We had each others best interest at heart.
As children we played, discovered, & prayed.
We experienced joy, fear, & laughter.
I was a warrior for you, although you didn't ask.
I protected you fiercely; love was my shield.
Embraced, with arms locked, we loved & rested.
Memories of feelings of ripples of warmth as we talked in hushed tones.
And your soft breath tickled my ear.
You were my everything.
I swear I can still smell the scent of your skin.
These impressions flow with crystal clarity.
And my mind reels with a heady intoxication.
Time after time, life after life...
It's your eyes that tell me I'm home again.


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Eternally Yours.......
 BRIGHT HEART              5-31-11

 When lost and lonely is my mood,


And deep dark is the night,


Through the wild and windy jungle,


…It’s me, love guides to thee.


When oh so heavy are the waves,



And jagged rocks break the crash,


Through wicked and uneasy seas,


…Brave trust, guides me to thee.


When joyous is my singing heart,


And jubilant is my raucous laugh,


Through lilting songs of the soul,


…Deep love guides me to thee


Dear Sweet, Bright, Heart


…Your truth guides me to thee

E. M. Billeaudeaux

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ELECTRIC BLUE
Electric Blue

When thinking about Michael, my life spent loving Him, my family 
and friends, paths past traveled and journeys future. 

It’s all so clear ~ so crystal clear.

The waters are bright and sparkle with images of a thousand suns.

These vivid moments are experienced with such sharp-edged 

clarity, as to cut like a knife right through the unknowing. 
 
Each stream flows by, as I ride the currents over and over

lifetimes of suns ~ lifetimes of clear waters.

Swimming these currents in a halo of agape.


And my Beloved’s aura glows electric blue.


©  6-27-11
e. m. billeaudeaux

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                                                                                 YES, LOVE

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     Hear little birds chirp in the night.
      Comes a new ray of hope with the light.
     Feel distant thunder’s rumbling might.

     Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.

      Wood storks, sun-kissed, overhead do fly
      Circling and gliding on thermals up high.
      Swirling clouds, You, and a deep blue sky.

      Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.

     A crescent moon with an evening breeze.
                                                          Bright twinkling stars that seem to tease.
                                                          An upturned face, and my heart whispers, “Please.”

                                                          Yes, Love, I seek your solace again.

                                                            ©  7/21/11


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                                                                                    LIQUID FIRE        11-15-11
                                                                              


Sadness is thinking of Love separated by darkness and death.
But Loves lives in that moment when darkness gives in to light.
In this twilight is where we find the pulse of the spirit.
And this revolution of time is eternal.



Sometimes I lose sight of this marvelous truth.
And I find myself chasing the light, getting lost in the darkness.
It’s only when I close my eyes that I can truly see.
The effervescent glow of His soul leads me through.



Like branches of a tree spiraling upwards and out, He reaches for me.
As the canopy of leaves shades the forest floor, His grace provides shelter.
In this fierce, sensual, and earthy world, I orient myself toHis spiritual heat.
Love, as tangible & grounded as a garden, as it is energized & mutable as liquid fire.



In the arms of my angel I sigh.
In the eyes of my angel I shine.
In the heart of my angel I laugh.
In the soul of my angel I live.


                                                                                             …….Always and forever, my Michael, my Love…….

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                                                                                     spilling love

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 I am almost incapable of thinking about anything but You. 
 You, and Your brilliant love & light.
 I am nearly victimized by it.
 Your laughter and simple smiles bring euphoric pleasure bordering on pain.
 I am a slave to Your wondrous existence...
                                                      
(c) April 2, 2012
                                                                                                  E. M. Billeaudeaux

                                                                          

                                                                         STAR-SPANGLED BANGLES                                    

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                                                  STAR-SPANGLED BANGLES
                                                  YOUR WRISTS ARE WRAPPED IN NIGHT
                                                  MESSY, MAGNIFICENT, TANGLES
                                                  IN YOUR HAIR IS THE TREE OF LIFE

                                                  MARVELOUS, MOLTEN, MOUTH
                                                  YOUR LIPS BURN ME UP WITH DESIRE
                                                  EAST, WEST, NORTH, AND SOUTH
                                                  THROUGH MY VEINS RUN LIQUID FIRE

                                                  DEPTHS, DARK, AND DEEP
                                                  YOUR EYES LINGER AND LAUGH WITH LOVE
                                                  A LASTING IMPRESSION I’LL KEEP
                                                 OF YOUR HEART IN MY HAND AS A DOVE

                                                  ROSEMARY, OAK TREES, A STREAM
                                                  YOUR SWEET, WOODY, SCENT MAKES ME PURR
                                                  UNBOUND & UNFETTERED I DREAM
                                                  FROM YOUR ARMS I DARE NOT STIR 
     
                                                  WILD, WINDY, MELODY
                                                  YOUR VOICE ENTRANCES MY SOUL
                                                  YOU WHISPERING, “COULD THIS BE,
                                                  THE MOMENT YOU LOSE ALL CONTROL?”

                                                                           © 5-4-12  michelle



 

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                                     SPARKLE  SWEET                            (c)  8/8/12



You’re the Prince of Light
Wings take flight
Give them fright
You’re my baby
You sparkle sweet
You’re the One!

                                                     With the truth
                                                     You’re a sleuth
                                                      Always couth
                                                      You’re my baby
                                                     You inspire me
                                                       You’re the One!

                                                      In this misled world
                                                       Love’s a swirl
                                                       I’m your girl
                                                       You’re my baby
                                                     We stand amazed
                                                      You’re the One!

                                                        You’re my babe in arms
                                                        Oh how my heart warms
                                                       We’ve succumbed to your charms
                                                     You’re my baby
                                                      You dizzy me
                                                     You’re the One!



        ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~               AT HOME               ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Like a mouse
Through the grass
In a burrow
In a field
EARTH

Like a bird
In the sky
In the branches
Of a tree
AIR

Like a fish
In the ocean
Through the waves
Of the surf
WATER

I am home
With your love
My heart burns
Just for You.
FIRE

  (c) 8/8/12 

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                                          OUR SWEET GOOD KNIGHT                                                                                            

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        LOVE  LIGHT                   (8/7/12)


Body tethered to Earth
Spirit awaiting flight
Soulful journeys and dreams
Helps illuminate my light


Wings feathered at birth
Beautiful golden sight
Watch as His third eye beams
Displaying His divine might


Lips are crinkled in mirth
Eyes are extremely bright
Sweat from His body gleams
Our Beautiful, Sweet, Good, Knight



                      ********     The Secret     ********  

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To
discover the super, story, secret
We searched through every cave
We climbed the highest mountains
And we puzzled every maze

Submarines
dove into the dark abyss
Telescopes peered into single cells
Explorers trekked deep into dense jungles
While mystics took a look into our selves



Our
satellites probed the solar system
Rockets visited the moon
As we listened to sounds of the galaxy
From Earth came a simple tune



One
tune of truth, through many songs
Pleas from the heart of one sweet soul
His voice was the dream for a glorious planet
He represented prayers of the brave and the bold



A
clarity of thought began to take shape
As ripples, then waves, washed over the land
The super, story, secret was…..L*O*V*E
And this all came from just One Man.



©  June 15, 2012 E.M.Billeaudeaux


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~        JIGGLE MY SOUL        ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

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...for all time...
You rattle my brain
You jiggle my soul
You seize up my heart
And take a new toll


Thick walls all around me
 Which have never existed
 Hide fears of ‘without you’
 Which have always persisted


Two things in this life
I know to be true
The love for my family
And my love for you


It’s hard to imagine
An incomprehensible expanse
A multidimensional love
In this ever expanding cosmic dance


Life is loving and laughing
Life is living your dreams
It’s as undeniably special
And as magical as it seems!


 
© January 16, 2013
E. M. Billeaudeaux 
 



~*~*~*~  ABC's of LOVING MICHAEL  ~*~*~*~          © April 23, 2013 

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Affectionate smile, amorous desire, angelic softness
Beguiling voice, blissful adoration, boundless love
Celestial joy, compassionate love, crystalline eyes
Dazzling beauty, delirious ecstasies, devoted love
Effervescent style, enveloping presence, exquisite grace
Flowing grace, fragile form, freshening breeze of love 
Gleeful spirit, graceful demeanor, gushing enthusiasm 
Honeyed eloquence, hot frenzy, hypnotic fascination
Impatient craving, inflamed passion, involuntary yearnings 
Joyful rapture, jubilant wonder, juicy dreamer
Kissed by God, kindhearted kindred, keen mind
Luminous spirit, luscious lips, lithe body,
Magnetic fascination, majestic form, matchless charm
Nimble dancer, nice to a fault, naughty but nice
Otherworldly, on cloud nine, over the moon
Peaceful perfection, passionate impulse, pure desire
Quintessential being, quixotic man, quiet influence
Radiating love, resilient soul, relaxed happiness
Silky strength, sublime anticipation, simmering beauty
Thrilling eloquence, tingling expectation, tormenting thoughts
Unrelenting spirit, unabated pleasure, undeniable charm
Velvety voice, vital to this planet, vigorous energy
Whispering warrior, white hot, warmhearted brother
Xenagogue master, xenodochial friend, X-traordinary individual
Yummy jitters, yearning tenderness, youthful glow
Zoomagnetism personified, zoetic vitality, zizz sparkle


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LOVE RUSHES             © 6-21-14 

I feel just so emotional

It makes it hard to keep control

Towards the edge I start to crawl

Once I’m there, can’t help but fall

Michael, you are here I see

I know you will never leave me

My heart races just for Thee

Our love rushes and flies free

I watch the sky for sweet, sweet, rain

I hope each drop absorbs some pain

Something crawls; scrapes, & pokes my brain

5 years have passed, but still insane

Your songs and voice deeply touch my soul

With this internal heat, I’m never cold

In your hands, my heart you hold

In your eyes, my truth is told

You came to me as a soft, white, dove

You came to me as a wafer of love

You came to me, my fiery Beloved

You came to me, and you fit like a glove

I do believe in colors

I do believe in light

I do believe in the cleansing coolness

In the deepest, darkest, night

I’m the girl that was scared, of what was to be

You’re the boy that held tightly, in fear for me

I’m the girl from the clouds that just had to see

You’re the boy that sat peeking at God with me.

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FLICKER         © 9-5-13 

I touch the boy
I touch the man
I hold his heart
I hold his hand

I love the man
I love the child
Come stay with me
For ever-while

I’ve wandered lonely all my life
My edges sharp as a knife
You are the flicker I see at night

Stumbling, I make it toward the light



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A HOUSE WITHOUT A FLOOR       © 7-17-14                                   

I became, then I shimmered. 
I nearly drowned, then I found you.
It felt good to have made it to your shore.

Some of my journeys have been short.
Some of my journeys have been long.
But through each one, I’ve loved you more.

Somewhere was once our paradise.
Somewhere we once shared love.
But nowhere in this lifetime have I found that door.

This everlasting attraction.
This eternal pull and tug.
Sometimes makes me feel like a house without a floor.

My thoughts are like a jungle.
Hot, drippy, shaded spots, that chirp, roar, and bloom.
I am the lonely one allowed to wander and explore.

Some people are incredulous.
They haven’t heard the call.
I answer them quite simply, “It’s Him that I adore.”

 
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SOUL           (© 7-18-14)
IN THIS ETERNAL RELENTLESS BOND,

YOU ARE THE SUN AND RAIN TO MY FLOWER.

I THRIVE ONLY IN YOUR ELEMENTS.




 





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BUT IF I COULD             © 7-19-14

Every drop, from every rain
Cools upon my head.



While every point, from every ray
Warms away my dread.



Then every glow, from every beam
Lulls me in my bed.



But if I could, I would wish,
That you were here instead.



 


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                               WHEN I WAS YOUNG           © 2-9-14 
                                                                                                                                                                                                         
When I was very young, I first saw you in a dream….my sweet beautiful baby and only daughter
When I was very young, I first met you in a dream….my angelic warrior and soul love

My ONLY: McKenzie
My ONE: Michael

I’ve loved you both since “before time” … thru “now” … and into “forever ever after.”

Words can hardly describe my feelings. And what are feelings anyway? Warm rushes, goose bumps, tummy flutters, subtle fears, floating fantasies of light and life, dreams of tomorrows, images of yesterdays…..

So, far a lack of words …..  I just say .….


I LOVE Y’ALL BOTH, BIGGER THAN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!


 
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TO LOVE YOU                  (9-17-15)


I was created to love you.....To adore you.....Just for you.....
To see you.....To know you.....To revolve around you.....
WITH you.....Like a binary star system.....
Floating in and out.....
Through each bubble multiverse.....
Over and over again.....
For the eternity of time.....



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​VINE of L*O*V*E        
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MICHAEL, as this tree is with this vine…….You stand strong, tall, and stable. You have broken ground. You are uniquely born. You provide us with a graceful foundation and structure. You give us shade, nourishment, texture, and opportunity. You offer us your gentle assistance.

​MICHAEL, as this vine is with this tree…….We wrap you in love. We are individual hearts that grow as one. We wound around you in an everlasting embrace. We dance in your breeze, with hearts full of love. We give thanks and honor. We are blessed by good fortune. We thrive in your shadow.

We grow…spiraling around you…..with you. You provide a path for us, guiding us higher, leading us up, up, up…..into the bright, warm, life-giving-light, above.

​We are better together……just as you said: “You can touch the sky. (Gonna take somebody’s help.)” 
         
 (c) 8-14-15 E.Michelle Bx. 



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