Why us and not others you asked? An open mind can be wondrous! I wonder too. How can they not SEE his GLOW???
And his voice. Like I said in the book, when I hear him talk or sing or laugh I get chills...right now my skin is all tingly and hair standing on end just saying this. He makes me vibrate on a cellular level. It's like I am feeling the traces of the Big Bang. My body "hums" like it's electrified. I float and buzz. He touches the very center of "me."
Through him, we touch each other. How amazing it all is. People should be talking about this. There should be discussions about this all over the world...on prime time TV!!!!! We are a part of something big.
I still gush when it comes to Michael. My feelings are still coming in waves and floods...even after a year. I believe this will happen for the rest of my life because it's been happening my whole life. But I do remember how I felt the first time I told someone, in tiny, testing, hints of truth how I felt. She began talking more freely and so did I and then it was like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!! I remember crying and crying.....because I realized that my cries and sorrow for Michael had taken on a whole new dimension: I'm not alone. (This was the "Liz" from my book) The fact that there were others out there, maybe all around the world, who might be spiritually connected to Michael as I was, was astonishing. This made me cry all the more because I knew that my lifelong beliefs about Michael were true. The importance, seriousness, truth, and grand scale of it all made me crumple inside. I felt physically weak for a long time.