Four years and three months since My Michael passed from His earthly human bondage into the heavenly Light of God. The time has passed quickly…as time tends to do. These past 4 years have been marked with the passing on my last grandmother, the passing of Michael, the passing of my father, and the passing of my daughter’s high school years! In that order.
I wasn’t very close to my Momo B., but I still miss her. 4 days later, Michael passed…I do miss Him very much, although to an outsider it probably seems quite strange. 7 months after Michael, Dad passed. I miss him too, and wish he was still sharing his life with Mom and us. And my daughter McKenzie, well, her senior year began the middle of August, but I know it will speed along. I’m so proud of her intelligence, beauty and talent. She’s amazing! It’s the end of an era…her childhood, and the beginning of something very new and exciting. I wish for her happiness and wealth!
AEG…not responsible… Hmmm… I believe that many should be held responsible: Michael included. I know that sounds like blasphemy to many fans, but it’s not…and I feel Michael knew it was wrong to do what He was doing to His body. I think He was always so strong and healthy and creative, that He never let it really sink in that there was a chance of seriously getting hurt. But He was very intelligent, and I’d bet He knew better…He just put His life in the wrong people’s hands. He trusted that nothing would ever happen to Him, and that was His mistake. As you can probably detect, I’m still a wee bit angry at Michael. I just never imagined being on Planet Earth without Him somewhere on its surface. I wish He had not been so reckless with His life. In 1969, at 6&1/2 years old, I recognized that I loved Him and had loved Him beyond this lifetime. I am so sad that He is gone.
Although I love Michael with everything I have, I really didn’t follow the trial or read a lot about it. None of it will undo the terrible loss we feel. Nothing will bring Him back to His kids, to His mother, or to me. Through my love for Michael I have solidified my belief in the ethereal world; my belief in God; my belief in multiple dimensions; my belief in myself and my own knowledge. Thank-you My Sweet Michael…….Until we meet again, I’ll see you in my dreams and visions……