June 30th 2010
I know it's hard...for me too. Let me give you a quick example of opening yourself up to Him so that he can reach you, OK Well, Monday and Tuesday I received a couple of emails and messages telling me how very much these women loved reading the book I wrote. They said that they cried some, but also smiled a lot when reading it, and one said that her head tingled the whole time she read it. i was very happy to hear this! Yesterday all day I kept feeling Michael all around me. Everywhere I went, I was reminded of Him. I kept getting chills all over my body. One thought after another was of memories of Michael...past dreams, past experiences, a song on the radio, a conversation with my daughter or friend. I had a busy day yesterday. My daughter had dr. appointment, my dog needed to picked up after a surgery and cared for, then my daughter had a function from 5-7 last night. I had to write 2 checks to pay for stuff and I wrote June 30th on both of them. All day I thought it was the 30th. I kept getting chills all day up and down my skin, and I felt like I was floating thinking about Michael. He just kept popping up in my head. I ended the day last night laying in bed wondering why He had been in my head so much on the 30th? What was the significance of that date? I couldn't figure it out. BUT then, this morning I was talking to my mother and we were looking at our calendar concerning an upcoming event and she said today was the 30th. I said no today is Thursday July 1st. She said no, one more time. All of a sudden I KNEW why yesterday was filled with Michael making his presence known in my mind all day long. It was the 29th and this is a number he and I share together...we were both born on the 29th: him in August, me in March! I've always liked sharing this number with him. So, without realizing this, he had been letting me know all day long that I was not alone. I just had to be open to it to feel it. He did always talk about the magic in life. This was some of his magic I felt on the 29th. Things like this give me strength to get through missing him with all my heart.
I know it's hard...for me too. Let me give you a quick example of opening yourself up to Him so that he can reach you, OK Well, Monday and Tuesday I received a couple of emails and messages telling me how very much these women loved reading the book I wrote. They said that they cried some, but also smiled a lot when reading it, and one said that her head tingled the whole time she read it. i was very happy to hear this! Yesterday all day I kept feeling Michael all around me. Everywhere I went, I was reminded of Him. I kept getting chills all over my body. One thought after another was of memories of Michael...past dreams, past experiences, a song on the radio, a conversation with my daughter or friend. I had a busy day yesterday. My daughter had dr. appointment, my dog needed to picked up after a surgery and cared for, then my daughter had a function from 5-7 last night. I had to write 2 checks to pay for stuff and I wrote June 30th on both of them. All day I thought it was the 30th. I kept getting chills all day up and down my skin, and I felt like I was floating thinking about Michael. He just kept popping up in my head. I ended the day last night laying in bed wondering why He had been in my head so much on the 30th? What was the significance of that date? I couldn't figure it out. BUT then, this morning I was talking to my mother and we were looking at our calendar concerning an upcoming event and she said today was the 30th. I said no today is Thursday July 1st. She said no, one more time. All of a sudden I KNEW why yesterday was filled with Michael making his presence known in my mind all day long. It was the 29th and this is a number he and I share together...we were both born on the 29th: him in August, me in March! I've always liked sharing this number with him. So, without realizing this, he had been letting me know all day long that I was not alone. I just had to be open to it to feel it. He did always talk about the magic in life. This was some of his magic I felt on the 29th. Things like this give me strength to get through missing him with all my heart.
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