Hoping For The Best

Well, lately I'm not having so many dark thoughts. I love my life, and especially my daughter. She's only 15, and I know that I want to be here for as long as possible to help protect her and also see her enjoy her life. I just really miss Michael. Being so in love with Him all my life, and now having to accept that He is no longer on Earth is so hard for me. I vaguely keep up with the trial. It's such a sad reminder that my Sweet Michael is gone. I don't even feel hatred for Murray because Michael was all about love, not hate. No amount of hatred for Conrad Murray will bring our Beloved Michael back to us. I am just hoping for the best possible outcome for Michael's family because they must be so very sad going through all this for so long. I love you Michael!