Today McKenzie and her boyfriend of 4 years broke up. Even though he initiated it, she would have done it this summer, before starting the university......but it's still a sad emotion to go ...through. She wanted to get through graduation celebration and the trip to Europe before they officially split up, so this was a bit early. They had already talked about beginning university single and ready to mingle, but she expected this to happen after Europe. They will remain friends, and he might still be with us on graduation night, but it will be different.
Anyway, I convinced her to come grocery shopping with me. On the way I stopped at Goodwill to look around, but she wouldn't get down. So I parked her in the shade and got down to look for a shirt and something for her, to cheer her up. I was shopping, finding nothing, feeling sad, thinking of McKenzie's tears, thinking how hard it is for kids to grow up and experience love loss, and thinking about her getting ever-so-closer to one day leaving the house, as a woman on her own. I was thinking of my own mom getting older...and me...and so many other things... THEN, it happened at JUST the right time. On the radio came Michael singing "You Are Not Alone."
I swear, every time this perfect synchronicity happens, it freaks me out! It is truly amazing to me every time...I don't know why it shocks me. IT'S MICHAEL! Of course He reaches out to us JUST WHEN WE NEED IT! I do matter, and I am not alone. I will always have the love of my family, and Michael too. How can I ever doubt the authenticity of any of my experiences? Although I don't actually ever really doubt any of my experiences, my dreams and visions and spiritual visits from Him...but it still gives me a jolt EVERY SINGLE TIME!